Turn of Events

Hello faithful readers, so sorry for the lack of posts. Some of you have questioned as to when the next erotic encounter will happen........that makes two of us. Life has thrown a turn of events at me as of late and there has been no play, nor do I see any play occurring in my immediate future.

To begin with, I too feel like I have suffered a great loss - much like my fellow blogger 'sexy sadie'. My recent lover and I are no longer having sexual relations, although we are working to try and manage a friendship of sorts. This is entirely on my part and the need to focus energies elsewhere. In addition, L was wanting much more than the relationship we were having. While I am deeply touched and flattered, I cannot and will not hurt my husband to pursue or explore a relationship with him - even though he is quite the catch (successful, hot, stable, well-endowed, and very compassionate). None the less, I am very sad at the turn of events and do miss L terribly.

So in light of these recent events and the fact that I truly feel as though I am suffering a loss, I have removed myself from the lifestyle entirely at this time. I'm not sure what the future will hold, but for now there are more important things that require my focus - mainly my family.

Sunday Afternoon continued......

Savoring our moment of bliss and catching our breath, he tells me he isn't done with me yet. "Get up on your knees babe" is all he said and I eagerly obliged. Seconds later, I feel his thick, long hardness entering into me from behind. I eagerly begin to rock back and forth on his warmth very slowly, feeling my wetness intensify. I, personally love this position and from his reaction believe he equally enjoys it as well.

My naughty friend then decides to take some of his own pics of our play time together, mmmmmmmm. Something he can view later I'm sure. He again fills me with his seed before indicating that he had to get home from his trip to get things ready for work the next day. We both get dressed, not taking care to wash any of the sexual exchange that just occurred. I personally enjoy leaving his seed in me to then feel the wetness in my panties moments later. We spent another five or ten minutes just kissing, hugging and talking a bit before I walked him to his car.

While this is one of our shorter visits together, the time is still very arousing, sexual and sweet and I understand the draining weekend he has had. We kiss and part ways as always.......until the next time. The sexual experience is genuinely better when you can share a friendship and communication other than simply fucking a partner.

Sunday Afternoon

He called me on the telephone only to say he was pulling down my driveway. Immediately my mind began to race with the anticipation of feeling him close, my lips on his lips. The weekend has been less than easy for him as he returns from a trip and a funeral of a loved one. He needs to connect and feel some passion and perhaps release some tension.

I quietly ask him to come into my home to spend some alone time to which he agrees. He excuses himself to use the restroom only to find me waiting when he comes out. We embrace and kiss looking into each others eyes with longing desire. He immediately slides his hand up my skirt only to find there are no panties. I swing the bedroom door closed with my foot and the excitement builds. As we continue to kiss, we only remove part of our clothes as there is no time to waste. My lover immediately lays be back on my bed and begins to lick my wet kitty with long, slow strokes of his tongue. My excitement continues to build until he looks me in the eyes before sliding his hard cock into me with one smooth movement, which takes my breath away and has be lifting to meet him on every stroke. Looking into his eyes he pulls back a bit and just teases me with the head of his cock, until I beg him to let me have all of him. Again - full penetration sends us both over the edge while looking directly into each others eyes and kissing very tenderly.

Wish these moments could last forever........

Fill In Friday

1. One week ago it was raining like mad, now the sun is back and I'm loving it.
2. When I was young I would have never dreamt that I would have a loving husband and black lover on the side.
3. Mama told me I've become a beautiful woman inside and out and she is very proud of who I am.
4. You and me can overcome anything together.
5. Take your time, I'm not going anywhere.
6. Hard times will pass.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a quiet evening at home, tomorrow my plans include visiting a family friend and grocery shopping, and Sunday, I want to enjoy the nice weather before it fades to cooler days.

You know you want to play Fill in Fridays!

How Close is Too Close?

I have to admit, I have not had the pleasure of keeping company to my friend 'L' lately. Work and real life have a tendency to get in the way at times, damn it. We do text and talk frequently and have continued getting to know one another on an intellectual level as well as some erotic picture exchange. It's all good to keep the fires burning when time doesn't permit that connection.

I am very surprised on how the relationship is progressing....and have been struggling a bit to keep the balance at home. I'm sure my other fellow blogger's in the lifestyle can relate. L is pushing for some one-on-one time and hubby is not comfortable (for lack of a better word) with me going off to be alone. Our balance all along is that my husband is involved in some way, whether it is through video, pictures, visually watching foreplay, etc. I'm sure this is in part the reason for his reluctance for condoning the along time. In addition, I get the feeling that he is also attempting to control how close or connected my friend and I become. I find this interesting as all along my husband and I have discussed me having a lover, rather than just a 'fuck buddy' and he was rather encouraging that I should try to find someone like this as of course the sex would be more fulfilling and because I prefer focusing on one friend at a time. As this particular relationship is progressing, I get the feeling he feels threatened in some way or feels that perhaps he is not in control of the situation.

My question goes out to those of you that have similar experiences. What boundaries have you established and is it a matter of the husband retaining complete control over the situation that keeps the comfort level in place? I would like to hear both male and female perspectives on this topic. Don't get me wrong, of course the arousal of the interracial relationship is there for both of us and I do enjoy having an intellectual and perhaps even slightly emotional bond with my new partner. I have made it clear to 'L' that my place is with my husband and nothing will change that and he has acknowledged that he is aware of the 'package deal' (hubby is in the vicinity, but does not participate); however still would like to have some alone time with me. He has indicated he feels like he cannot completely be himself with me in such a controlled environment. I would also be interested in hearing from the 'lover' perspective that engages in this type of relationship with a married couple. Do you feel that you can be yourself or do you feel restricted with your partner's spouse close by?

Hopefully I will have some intimate recount to share with you very soon, in the meantime just pondering - how close is too close?

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Continued Enjoyment

I have to say that I am absolutely loving the friendship that I am building with my newest friend, let's call him 'L'. L came over last Friday afternoon early in the day, very nice - I get to spend some extra time. Fortunately for me, my son had a football game and my daughter was at the neighbors for several hours. Having this bit of extra freedom we all sat out in the barn area while my husband was doing some wood working, I took a seat on my L's lap dressed in a mini skirt and tank top - no panties btw. We did some touching, kissing, a bit of grinding and when I stood to go and get some water L very smoothly slipped his hand up the backside of my skirt and played with my kitty while I stood in front of him. He is also warming up very nicely as he did some nibbling on my breasts (through my tank top).

It wasn't long before I brought him in the house to play and what fun we did have. I love undressing him and giving his cock some extra attention to get things started. I started by kissing him tenderly on the mouth and worked my way down his chest while stroking on his BBC. It simply looked too good not to wrap my lips around it as well, Mmmmmmm. Much to my delight we switched positions shortly and he kissed and licked my kitty as it warmed up for him to give me that BBC, which I certainly asked for by telling him how much I wanted to feel him.

This time around was missionary style the entire time, but the stroke was nice and slow with deep grinding motions as he made sure that he was fully in me. Damn he feels so good and my arousal went through the roof each time he told me he was cumming. Yes - this means it was more than once. When finished, I rested my head on his chest for a bit as we cuddled and relished in the delight at that moment. I then kissed him very tenderly for a few more moments before we dressed to rejoin my husband outside. I would say that he is becoming more comfortable as I see a bit more aggression each time we have the opportunity to play. Damn, I cannot wait until the next time........